Sorry

I’m sorry you guys, that I haven’t posted in a while, and I’m also sorry, that I’m not planning on posting again soon.

I started this legacy almost a year ago. In fact, it will be a year, in 13 days.

When I started, I had absolutely no idea what I was doing. Yes, I eventually learned, and it got better, at least I hope it did, that would be up to you guys.

Now however, I just find that I can’t really play this legacy anymore. In fact, when loading my game, I find myself despising it. For a while, I got so annoyed, I completely deleted all my saved games, all my mods, my CC, my poses…I uninstalled all the games from my computer, and completely abandoned everything.

Eventually however, I did come back to the sims, but I still could not bring myself to even attempt to re-make Telen to continue this legacy.

I just wanted to play sims, without the stress of a legacy.

I’m sorry to all of you guys that hoped I would continue this legacy, but I just can’t.

For those of you however, that enjoy my writing, I’ve started a different legacy, a Rainbowcy actually. The Prologue and first chapter are up, but as a fore warning, it is written with an adult audience in mind, and will, at times, have mature, and sometimes, sexual content, so read at your own discretion.

For those of you that DO want to read it, here is the link:

http://stonerainbowcy.wordpress.com/2012/02/13/prologue/

Chapter 3

A/N: Yes! I am finally back! I’m sorry I was gone so long, but I had a lot of stuff going on with school, and having tendonitis in my wrist on top of that….Tendonitis never fully goes away, but it feels WAAAAAAY better! So I’m going to try and get on a better schedule, and hopefully have anther chapter up soon! Thank you everyone, for sticking with me throughout my hiatus!!

~Lilith Kawanami

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I set the guitar down, confused about what I really wanted. On one hand, I wanted Mom to get better, but I really want to get better at my music also.

I sat in front of the house, resting on the cool metal of the trashcan. I could not decide what I wanted.

“Hey,” Eithan said in greeting, when he arrived home from his friend’s house.

“Hey,” I returned the greeting, far less enthusiastically.

“You sound like you have a problem,” He stated.

I nodded. “I can’t stay here anymore, but I don’t want to leave Mom.”

“You should talk to her,” He replied.

“Hah!” I snorted. “She won’t listen! She can’t! She’s to busy being stuck in her own world! Remember? She was to busy to even take care of us, her kids!”

“Just try it, she’s more aware than you think,” He responded, before slowly walking away.

And that’s how I found myself here, sitting awkwardly on her bed.

The only sounds were the clacking of the keys on her computer as I watched her.

“I’m leaving Mom,” I said.

The clacking paused for a moment, making me think she might actually be listening, but then they flew across the keys, faster than before.

I leaned back on the bed. “I leave for Bridgeport tonight.”

The clacking continued, but now another sound. The soft sound of water hitting the keys of the computer…

Was she CRYING?

I walked over to her, and leaned over her shoulder.

“I leave tonight,” Telen said from the bed.

Her heart almost stopped. “You don’t need to, don’t leave, please,” The mother whispered towards her little boy, who was no longer so little. How had the time flown past so quickly? She still remembered when he was but a toddler.

He slowly walked towards me at my

She was listening…And responding, in her own way.

I slowly scrolled up through her writing. There were a few things from Dainan, a few from me when I was younger, and a lot from Eithan, telling her how we had been, and him actually responding to her questions…So he knew this was her way of communicating.

“I’m sorry Mom, but I’m still going. This is for my future. I hope you can understand,” I said, slowly walking away from her.

I heard her fingers moving like lightning across the keyboard, trying to say something, but I refused to check, and with one last look back at her, I grabbed the guitar and some cash, then called a cab.

A little later, the cab pulled up, and I climbed in.

“Where to, kid?” The driver asked.

“Bridgeport,” I muttered.

He whistled. “Got big dreams, eh kid? Well I can only drive as far as Apaloosa Plains, that okay with you?”

“Yeah,” I replied. Apaloosa Plains…That’s only a quarter of the way to Bridgeport….This was going to take more time than I thought…

I quickly dosed off, as we drove along.

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“We’re here kid,” The driver said, gentley nudging me awake.

“Wha…? Oh!” I startled awake, remembering where I was.

The cab driver gave me a friendly smile, and I handed him the money I owed, and hopped out of the cab.

I checked my cellphone, it was 5 pm, he had driven straight here. I smiled again, wishing I had given him a bigger tip.

I looked around, and saw a stage, with a beautiful sound coming from it.

I walked towards it, and saw a whole bunch of people dressed strangely, when I remembered…It’s Halloween tonight!

On stage was a girl with her dog. She was the one singing, and it was amazing, far better than I could have done.

“Mama’s gone, Papa’s gone, here all alone.

But that’s alright, I got my Buddy, the only one I’ll ever need.

Don’t know why they chose to leave, to not take me too,

But I’m over it now, with me and my Buddy,

Taking on the World!”

(I’m bad at making songs, I know, but I don’t have my friend to help me again! )

She finished the song.

“Thanks for listening everyone, have fun tonight! If you’re interested in buying my demo, I have CD’s over here, $2 a CD!” She smiled out at everyone, before climbing down off the stage.

I knew I had to talk to her.

“Hello,” I said.

“Hey. You’re not from around here are you?” She stated.

“No…” I said awkwardly, rubbing my neck. “I’m on my what to Bridgeport.”

“Bridgeport!” She exclaimed, her eyes lighting up. “I have been saving up to get there! I’m Sierra, Sierra Miller,” she stuck her hand out.

“Telen. Youssef.” I smiled, shaking her hand back.

“Do you think…I could maybe come with you?” Sierra asked shyly.

“Definitely! I still need a band after all! Can you play any instruments?”

“I’m pretty awesome on the drums if I do say so myself,” she smiled.

“That’s awesome! But it’s getting late…Do you know if there’s any hotels or something I could stay at?” I asked.

“You can stay at my place, it’s just me and Buddy after all, but it isn’t much…” She replied.

She started walking, and her dog, presumably Buddy, followed.

“You coming?” She asked looking over her shoulder.

I nodded, rushing to catch up with her.

We finally reached a small red…cabin is the best word for it.

“This is home,” she smiled.

I followed her inside, and like she said, it was very basic.

“I use lanterns, so I don’t waste electricity, the bills are hard enough to pay as it is,” Sierra said, walking around and lighting all the lanterns.

“You have to beds?” I asked.

“One is for Buddy, he doesn’t always like to sleep in his dog bed.

As if to demonstrate her point, Buddy walked up to the bed, and was about to jump on it.

“Sorry,” she glanced at me.

“Buddy!” She called in a light tone, walking towards him.

She rolled him onto his back, petting his stomach, while he rolled around happily.

“We have a guest! Be good okay?” She laughed at him.”

“You’re probably tired, you can have this bed, go ahead and lay down,” She said, not looking up at me.

I relaxed on the bed.

“So why are you all alone? Where are your parents?” I asked her.

She quickly stood and froze.

“I..I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to impose,” I said quickly.

“No. It’s okay. I should have known you would ask. Three years ago my parents were killed in a car crash with my baby sister. I only survived, because I said I was sick, to get out of the family-time. I was devastated, but I hided the fact that I was alone. I couldn’t go into the foster system at my age. That’s when Buddy found me, he was just a pup then. We immediately became friends, and now he protects me, better than anyone else every could. Now sleep, we should get moving tomorrow. I already plotted out a journey to BP, so if you have the money, we can leave tomorrow. We can travel all day and stop in Sunset Valley for the night.” Sierra said, her face still blank. “Buddy, sleep time.”

The dog immediately went to his bed, and fell asleep, and Sierra soon fell asleep too.

I was to busy thinking of Sierra’s story, and how terrible it was. I know how it feels to live without parents.

Eventually, however, I slipped into a dreamless sleep.

Guys.

So I have been gone for a while, and I’m going to be gone for a while longer. I have tendonitis, and because of my recent activities, I further injured myself, and it hurts to do pretty much anything. I’m really sorry. I will only be gone for maybe a couple of weeks, probably 3 tops, I’m in so much pain at this point, I don’t even know. Again, sorry, I will be back as soon as physically possible.

Question

Ok readers, so I have a question for all of you.
Since obviously I still have no time for sims, would you prefer normal sized posts once or twice a month, or a LOT shorter posts every weekend?
There is absolutely no way I can go back to posting as much as I did before, and I really want to continue this blog, I just don’t have time, sorry.
So long posts less often or short posts more often?
~Lilith Kawanami

Chapter 2

A/N: This chapter is a lot shorter than I wanted it to be, but I think it is pretty good all the same. Down towards the end, you will see a very original song, written by my best friend ever, Naomi, and I love her so much (as my bff), I just randomly mentioned I needed a song, and she wrote it for me, so I take no credit for that whatsoever, it is all her, and her amazingness!!!

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Time passed quickly. More of the same with our Mom. Stuck in her shell. I don’t remember what happened, why does she have to?

It was our birthday, and Eithan somehow managed to get three cakes for all of us. We blew them out simultaneously.

Dainan spent a while thinking about what he wanted to wish for, and we had to bug him to hurry up and decide.

Me? I already know that wishes don’t come true. There is no point in wishing for something that will never happen.

I think I turned out pretty damn good, considering I raised myself.

We all still look almost exactly alike, excluding hair and eyes. We all definitely have our own styles that show however.

(HAWT!!!)

Mom still was stuck in her own little world, but I had already expected that. She didn’t come out of her room to see us grown into teens, which deep inside did hurt, but I expected it. 

Eithan and Dainan went back inside, but I stayed out for a while, staring at the trees, when my eye caught the guitar, sitting next to me.

I had seen it before, just never actually realized it was there.

On pure impulse, I picked it up, wrapping my hand around the cool wood and rough strings.

I placed it better in my arms, positioning it so it fit comfortably in my arms. I closed my eyes, imagining what I wanted to happen.

When the sky is falling down

We need them there to lift the frown

But here I am

Sitting on my own

Being crushed

Right to the bone

So I pick up this guitar

And finally I can go far…

I paint the picture in my mind

Knowing I may never find it.

It’s too late for me to hit rewind

So I need to find a place to escape reality

and maybe there I’ll find

the perfect family

Generation 5 Chapter 1

A/N: Okay, so I understand you’re all probably wondering why I’m moving on to the next generation already, but if you aren’t, too bad, read this anyways. Again, sorry for my absence, I’m attempting to get on a better schedule, but even when I do, there probably will only be a chapter about every 2 weeks, sorry! Also, I decided to switch from just a randomly done legacy to a DIFT (Differences in family tree for those of you who haven’t heard of it) so I’m just going to hop in from where I am, Gen 5 is musician, so that’s what’s happening. Also, I did pick the heir this time, because I already have a plan for him, sorry about that too. And finally, I switched generations, because I think that I took Lilith as far as I could, and I don’t want to drain from future storylines by making hers to massive. I did have a different ending planned, but you will just have to be content with this one. Telen is the heir. And now onto his first chapter!!!

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Lilith:

“Lilith! Run!!!” Bradley yelled as he threw himself at Aleka.

I jumped backwards shocked, but my body froze, and I watched in horror as they fought.

Aleka tackled Bradley, as they both caught on fire from Aleka’s flames.

“GO!” Bradley shouted again.

I scooped up my boys, still watching in shock.

“Go…” He whispered, as they were both devoured.

I fled, tears flooding from my eyes, the images still flashing in my mind.

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7 years later

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Telen’s POV:

By now, on my birthday, I knew wishes don’t come true.

All Mom ever did was sit in front of her computer writing. All day. All night. The only time she ever ate is when I forced her to.

Even then she didn’t eat much. Just sat in front of the computer, her face blank and emotionless, typing.

When she wasn’t writing, she was painting. The same picture, over and over.

Sometimes they were blurred, from different vantage points, but they were always the same.

It scared me, the same picture. It reminded me of something, someone, I just couldn’t remember where….

Mom didn’t fully recognize anything, time was but a number to her. She didn’t even realize when it was our first day at school.

On this particular day, Mom painted one of the most shocking, horrifying paintings of the woman I have come to fear.

Later that month, Eithan called a brothers meeting.

I love my brothers. Dainan is kind of nerdy, but he is still really popular. Eithan is definitely the coolest out of us, he knows literally EVERYONE, and he’s super athletic, so he made almost all the school teams in the first few weeks of school. Me? I pretty much stay alone, I don’t like hanging out with others, no matter how much my brother try to make me. I just don’t like the attention on me.

“We need to do something about Mom.” Eithan said.

“I think we should take her to a doctor!” I said. “We can’t help her, maybe they can!”

I really wanted her to be better. It’s all I hoped, wished, and prayed for my whole life.

“We can’t.” Eithan said. His tone shocked me.

“Bu-”

“We CAN’T Telen! Do you want people to find out that we basically raised ourselves? That our own MOM is inadequate to raise us? THEY WOULD TAKE US AWAY FROM HER! WE WOULD BE SENT INTO FOSTER CARE! WE WOULD GET SEPERATED! DO YOU WANT THAT!?”

“Ei-”

“No Telen. Just no. I’m trying to protect our family. We can’t get help from others. They wouldn’t understand.”

“Eithan..” I was on the verge of tears, I didn’t know Eithan would actually yell at me. I was just trying to help!

Eithan sighed. “Look, I’m sorry I yelled Telen, I guess I’m just really on edge right now.”

It was right then and there I knew Mom was never going to get better. Ever.

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A/N: So thoughts? Opinions? Also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE!!!

Chapter 7

A/N: Sorry this was out so late, but I had bandcamp! I’m back now though, and HAPPY 6-MONTHS-ANNIVERSERY To The Youssefs!!!!! Thanks everyone for all the views everyone, I have said it before, and I will definitely say it again, Thanks for all the views, I never expected to get this many!!! Thank you all!!!

Anna gave me three toys for my boys, before backing away smiling.

I stood with my boys, looking at Anna.

“Get out,” she said.

“What?”

“I said get out of my house,” she said.

“Thank you, I whispered, before grabbing my boys and running.

I found the house my friends were at, and thankfully put Eithan and Telen down.

“You got away!!!” Nancy shouted joyfully.

Everyone was smiling, except the one I really wanted to see. Aleka. She was frowning.

I looked at her, my happy smile falling. The fact she was upset to see me only made the fact Anna was telling the truth even more obvious.

I know what you did. I whispered in my mind.

The expression on her face was one of complete shock.

I put Dainan down with the others, and gave them the toys Anna had handed me.

I told them PART of what happened, keeping Aleka’s true nature to myself.

Aleka just ignored me, impatient to get me alone.

“I’m so glad you made it out okay,” Peche whispered, pulling me into a hug.

I was surprised at first, but the hug was so sweet, so caring, I melted into his embrace happily.

We backed apart, Peche grinning like a love-sick fool, and I bet I was too, until I caught sight of Bradley.

Why did it make me sad that he was sad?

“Right, so guys, I’ll talk to you later, I need to talk to Aleka alone,” I said, and the others nodded.

Aleka scratched her arm, shifting uncomfortably.

“So Anna told you the truth,” She sighed, rubbing her neck.

“Yes she did. How COULD you Aleka!? I thought you were supposed to be the good guy, but you’re no better than common scum!” I yelled at her.

I saw her ball her hands, and for a split  second, I was scared.

“How dare you!” She shrieked. “How dare you say that to ME! I could kill you quicker than you could beg for mercy.”

“You wouldn’t dare hurt me. And even if you tried, Anna protects me now.” I glared at her.

“I can’t hurt you, but I can hurt you’re stupid little brats!” She sneered.

“You wouldn’t dare!” I screamed, getting ready to attack her. My maternal instincts had kicked in, and I would do ANYTHING for them.

“You know what? I have had enough of this. Of you. You are going to watch me kill your kids, and then I’m going to kill you as well. Anna’s powers do not even compare to mine.” Aleka yelled.

A bunch of sparks flew everywhere, illuminating Aleka’s body.

 

I covered my eyes to protect myself from the blinding light. The day got noticeably darker, and fog appeared out of nowhere.

I looked at Aleka, and gasped in shock.

I looked at her, she was completely changed.

Her hair dark, her face moody, and demon wings popped out of her back.

“You see now? I’m more powerful than you could have imagined.” She glared at me, her eyes flickering from the kind, bright eyes, to slanted, red cat eyes.

“And now?” Aleka paused, fire erupting from the ground around her, “I am going to kill your family, and then you, and nobody is going to stop me!” She laughed evilly, and I leapt backwards shocked.

Not an Update…Yet

Hello all! I just want to introduce those of you who don’t already read it to Rough Something, a sims collab I am part of! It’s only 8 chapters, and I just posted mine, chapter 4! I highly recommend you check it out. No. I demand you check it out. Just be warned, there is some adult content, you have been warned.

Also, I recently downloaded a whole buncha simselves, and put them all in a town to run *mostly* wild. If you wanna check it out, Simself Party is its name!

And another thing. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!! Cause your all amazing an shtuff, and you read my blog, and I have almost 5,000 hits! :’) I never thought the day would come…
I didn’t expect 5 hits, let alone 5k, so I really want all of you guys to know how much it means to me, as I wanna be a published author someday, and when I do, I promise all of you guys free signed copies of my books!

I think that’s it for now, so again :-* MWHA!!! And keep being fantastic!!!!!!!!!!

Love,

Lilith Kawanami! <3

Chapter 6

The first thing Anna did, was take my soul piece necklace, which made me immensely sad.

“You know Lilith, you could always join me,” she said.

“Are you crazy? I would NEVER join you!” I yelled at her.

“You have seen but a small part of the truth. Would you like to know the rest?” She asked, a small sad smile on her face.

“Nothing you say could ever make me change my mind,” I growled at her.

“This might.”

ANNA’S POV:

“My sister and I shared a room. Mine was simpler, I had cheap objects that satisfied my interests in art and music. My side was decorated in blue.

Aleka got anything and everything she asked for. A designer room set, and all the toys she could ever want. Our parents squandered all their money on her. Of course they would, she was their perfect angel, their miracle with the mysterious hair, which obviously meant she was a gift from god. Her side was decorated in pink.

The day after the scene I showed you, I walked up to our room, and saw her prancing around like a princess. I hid, and watched her.

“I am so perfect, I am the next on the throne, which my idiotic sister will never get! And now that mother is finally dead, although she WAS dying from the poison I slipped into her food nightly, I can take the throne NOW rather than later. It all worked out perfectly, and nobody knows what I did, they are all caught up in what ANNA did!”

My mouth dropped, and I let out an audible gasp.

“You heard all of that didn’t you?” She looked at me.

“How could you Aleka? Mom and Dad LOVE you! And you were trying to kill her?” I yelled at her.

She smiled at me. “Yes, but I didn’t did I? YOU did.”

“And as soon as my coronation ceremony is over tomorrow, you will be dead too! My first order as queen, sending the traitor to the guillotine. That should put a LOT of the court in my favor, don’t you think?”

“You MONSTER!” I screamed, and leapt at her.

“Get OFF of me!” She screamed, pushing me back.

I finally succeeded in pinning her down, and threw her on her butt.

“You IMBACILE!” she screached.

“This is over Aleka.” I fumed at her.

“Oh, this is FAR from over!” She growled.

“Some day, we WILL meet again, and I will kill you first chance I get.” She yelled.

“You wouldn’t dare!” I yelled back.

“You wanna bet? I’m done with you.”

“You know what, I don’t even want to deal with this right now! You’re acting like a FOOL.” I replied.

We glared at each other for a while, both of us to angry to say anything.

“We will see about that.” She finally said.

I watched as she pranced off smiling, unsure of what to say or do.

LILITH’S POV:

I gasped as Anna finished, and the images stopped.

“Not possible…” I whispered, completely shocked.

“I’m sorry,” Anna whispered, and walked away, leaving me alone in the throne room.

Was it possible that the woman who seemed so bad was actually only trying to do good?

Thinking about this was getting painful.

I stopped, as I felt a whole new kind of pain.

(The babies were messed up, do to the stupid BOOTS!!! >:( So I aged them up to toddlers.

This is Eithan. An Athletic Virtuoso who got his mother’s looks.

This is Telen, who got his father’s looks, and is a bookworm and a loner.

And finally, Dainan, who got Peach’s hair and Onyx’s eyes. He’s a Friendly Genius.

 

A/N: Yup, totally UNPLANNED triplets! I dressed them exactly alike because their hair is different.

So. What do you think now.

Aleka or Anna?

Chapter 5

I smiled up at the people who had been guarding me, and changed back into myself.

“Take me to whoever you work for,” I said.

One long walk later, and we were in front of a castle. It had turrets and everything. I gasped at the beauty of it. It was completely Chinese themed.

I was extremely sad to notice a soul piece statue inside however, and wondered if it was one of Aleka’s.

I stood in front of the doors, two of the men behind me.

I took a deep breath, trying to prepare myself for what I may or may not find.

The doors opened into a room filled with ancient relics, and multiple doorways.

“Through here,” One of the men said, pointing to a door.

They led me to a room with a spiral staircase, and we walked up the stairs.

And stairs there were. 3 flights of them.

I walked up the last staircase, and the floor closed beneath me. Figures.

The room was filled with necessities for living, a bed, toilet, and a fortune-cookie maker I figured was supposed to be for food.

I took my anger out on the training dummy, punching and kicking until my hands hurt. I found a more comfortable outfit, and continued in my fury.

I guess I over-worked myself, because a few moments later I puked my guts out.

I looked up and saw a piece of paper sticking out of the window frame.

I stuck my hands on either side, prying the board away, and slipped it out.

Look at the Eye if you want to escape.

I looked around the room, wondering what it could mean.

Then I saw it. The eye.

I walked over, and looked into it, and saw a flash of light. I shut my eyes, wondering what was happening.

I opened them again, and I was back in the entry room.

I rubbed my belly, and whispered to my baby when I felt it kicking.

I walked through the doors at the end of the hall, and entered some kind of throne room.

I stormed over to the woman sitting in the main chair.

“Who the heck are you, and what do you want with Aleka?!” I screeched at her.

“Who am I? I’m Annabelinda, Aleka’s older sister. What do I want? I want Aleka to die.”

“Wha…Why?” I asked, shocked.

“Because she stole my place on our mother’s throne. I’ll show you.”

I suddenly felt my body almost tugged backwards, and then a scene was played in front of me, almost like a movie.

“Ally? Do you think mother is going to be okay?” Annabelinda asked, a worried look on her face. “She has been sick for so long!”

“Anna, she will be fine, you know she will, she is strong!” Aleka replied.

“Thanks Ally,” Anna smiled, and gave Aleka a hug.

“Girls,” A woman suddenly walked into the room, “Please go sit down, I have something I need to tell you.”

Aleka and Anna sat on the couch, and Anna said, “Yes mother?”

“Well as you know, I am getting older, and I won’t be alive much longer.” The woman said looking uncomfortable.

“Don’t say that!” Anna yelled, sounding worried.

“No, it must be said, and I need to pick my heir to the throne.” The woman sighed. “It’s Aleka.”

Anna sat there for a while before leaping to her feet.

“What?” She yelled. “I did everything I could to make you love me! Why do you always take your perfect miracle over me? Just because she loos ‘special’ you choose her for the throne instead of your eldest???”

“I chose Aleka because she is smarter and kinder than you. You could never take the throne, because you would be to mean to our subjects.” Her mother calmly replied.

I expected the flashback to end there, but it didn’t, and what I saw next could not have surprised me more.

Anna grabbed one of the swords off the wall, it was old and rusted, and falling apart in some areas, but she wielded it in front of her.

What happened next seemed to go in slow motion.

Her mother recoiled, and gasped.

“Anna! What are you doing?” She whispered.

Anna took the sword and stabbed her mother with it.

When she realized what she had done, she dropped the sword, and it made a loud clang as it hit the stone floor.

Her mother grabbed the hole in her stomach, trying to stop the blood from flowing.

She crumpled to her knees, still clutching her stomach.

Aleka gasped, tears slowly forming in her eyes.

“What did I do?” Anna whispered, looking down at her dying mother.

Anna and Aleka put their hands to their mouths, and watched their mother die in slow agony.

I opened my eyes, and was back in the throne room. I jumped backwards in shock, away from Anna.

“So you see? Aleka has no children, so the throne will be passed to me. And I already have a daughter, Adalinda,” She motioned to the girl in blue sitting next to her, “So MY daughter would get it after me. I will finally have what belonged to me in the first place. And we are going to use YOU as bait.”